There's always 2 possibilities, good luck or bad luck in life . I classified myself is the lucky one. I'm not that diligent, I'm not that religious, I'm not that smart. but I think life is being nice to me. thanks for that life!
being lucky is not that mean I get everything what I want, but being lucky is I got sort of like direction of life, that lead to good things.
when I get back to the memories of my childhood, I remember how I was having a good times even my mom didn't buy me an expensive barbie or playstation or when me and my family were sleep in free second hand bed, or when my father were ride an old motorcycle to pick me up. I think, I'm lucky enough, that life teach me how to grateful for what I have. and I don't sorry for that, because the most important thing I have a wonderful life with a warm family.
even I feel lucky enough doesn't mean disappointment never happen. I'm kindda have a confident problem because sometime I feel not good enough, but as time goes by, and I'm growing older, I could control that. but actually what make me feel good bout my self is that, when I fail in something , life transfer me to another direction and it fits me. that's how life happen. we don't know what would be good for ourselves. it's destiny who knows.
When I was about to enter collage, I'm not that diligent. study hard to go to state's university, I prefer something easy, so I was not take the test to enter national university its something called 'SNMPTN' . I only took several test for private university and apply for university in malaysia, I was accepted. but, several days later my mom found an advertisment about one of state's national university offer an international program in law studies. I never imagine in my life before I would studying law, but now I really grateful studying law there , which lead to a great experience. Now, I'm in debating club, experiences in competitions. now, I able to speak in front of people which before I was not even able to give speech more than 3 minutes .
also now, I'm in maritime arbitration moot court team that would compete in brisbane next year. somehow, someway, its always better and better. now, it's time to work hard, and do my best.
