your world

o.. dear
your time has come, and you should not be afraid
o.. dear
your time to speak, and let the world listen
o.. dear
you wasting so much time wondering, but you wondering in silent
o.. dear
you're nothing but a bird in cage, you may have wings but it brings you nowhere.

you still here, encircled by your own fantasy. 

demand and responsibility

we're not take thing for granted or for free. there's always mutual exchanged. 

you get something, you should give another thing. i think this principle is apply in all aspect of human life. 

even in human and god relation, you pray then you'll have place in heaven, you do good deeds then you get another ticket to heaven, perhaps.

since we're born the responsibility of being human also arise. being a good person. 

actually, what i see. human tendency demand rights rather than fulfilling responsibility. it's easy right, to demand. but hard to do your work. i do feel so. 

now, i think demand should balance with fulfillment of obligation. in this sense, if i want more, i have to work harder. i should consider my capacity also. how to balance all of these things. the only answer for now is patient and work harder no matter what the result.

good luck for final test this semester  and happy new year. 

what the hell 'eichinodaisy' ?

why i named this blog eichoinodaisy ?

it's actually from different abbreviation  '' e-ichi-no-daisy ''

''e'' means eci which is my nickname

''ichi'' is japanese for one , one is mean number one which is good

''no'' means those above are not my legal name

''daisy'' is my actual name 

if those combine together, i'm not sure it would be a proper sentence or even meaning. but i think '' eichinodaisy'' quite sound japanese. whatever . screw the meaning, screw the sentence. i like that word. 

it is not you, it's destiny

There's always 2 possibilities, good luck or bad luck in life . I classified myself is the lucky one. I'm not that diligent, I'm not that religious, I'm not that smart. but I think life is being nice to me. thanks for that life!

being lucky is not that mean I get everything what I want, but being lucky is I got sort of like direction of life, that lead to good things. 

when I get back to the memories of my childhood, I remember how I was having a good times even my mom didn't buy me an expensive barbie or playstation or when me and my family were sleep in free second hand bed, or when my father were ride an old motorcycle to pick me up. I think, I'm lucky enough, that life teach me how to grateful for what I have. and I don't sorry for that, because the most important thing I have a wonderful life with a warm family. 

even I feel lucky enough doesn't mean disappointment never happen. I'm kindda have a confident problem because sometime I feel not good enough, but as time goes by, and I'm growing older, I could control that. but actually what make me feel good bout my self is that, when I fail in something , life transfer me to another direction and it fits me. that's how life happen. we don't know what would be good for ourselves. it's destiny who knows. 

When I was about to enter collage, I'm not that diligent. study hard to go to state's university, I prefer something easy, so I was not take the test to enter national university its something called 'SNMPTN' . I only took several test for private university and apply for university in malaysia, I was accepted. but, several days later my mom found an advertisment about one of  state's national university offer an international program in law studies. I never imagine in my life before I would studying law, but now I really grateful studying law there , which lead to a great experience. Now, I'm in debating club, experiences in competitions. now, I able to speak in front of people which before I was not even able to give speech more than 3 minutes .

also now, I'm in maritime arbitration moot court team that would compete in brisbane next year. somehow, someway, its always better and better. now, it's time to work hard, and do my best.